Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Everyone is sleeping...

except for me.

I have come to the conclusion that I would rather read other's blogs instead of posting my own. I feel like mine are bleh and have a lack of profoundness. Hmm.

I am trying to think of fun things to write about, but all I seem to want to write are my current worries...fears...pet peaves. I don't want to gripe and complain so I'm trying to avoid this topic.

T-Puppy has been so sweet over the past few weeks. He is so sweet to tell me "thank you mama" when I give him anything - from a napkin to a cookie. He is so grateful. He is the most considerate toddler I have ever seen. I'm not just being bias here. He is so good about randomly telling me he loves me and giving me hugs and kisses. It's so exciting to see his little personality developing and his vocabulary expanding so he can better express himself.

W and I had chicken salad tonight for dinner with some wheat crackers and a side of green beans. It so hit the spot. I felt accomplished today because I didn't have any pregnancy nausea and was able to have the house picked up and dinner cooked when he got home. The past few weeks it hasn't been quite as conventional... but we're trying to go with the flow. As I've been experiencing this morning sickness, I've realized how truly methodical I am. It has frustrated me not being able to perform my daily tasks as usual. Frustrated me more than I ever would have imagined. I'm trying to stay joyful and like I said, go with the flow, but truth be known I'm beginning to think I have a little OCD in me. Is there anything wrong with wanting to have my floors mopped each week? ;)

You know (whoever you may be...), the more I learn about myself as this journey called life goes on, the more I realize I need Jesus so much more than I even know.

2 comments:

megan stout said...

michelle! i agree good friend, i agree. (with your conclusion. i think your blogs are good though and i want to see you soon! thomas is indeed quite considerate and it is awesome to see how he is growing and learning from you and whitney :)

Lindsey said...

I know how you feel about reading other's blog instead of posting. That's why I read yours! :) I like it! And I think you are very profound!!

Thomas sounds like he is such a good child! Ya'll are awesome parents!! I hope to have such a sweet kid one day. You'll have to give me parenting tips...not that that will be anytime soon or within the next five years even....